So I don’t think I will sleep much tonight. Already stayed up until 1am, 3 hours past my bedtime and I’m not feeling so tired anymore. More a little terrified that I did my shot right…trying to tell if I can “feel” it working yet. So silly, but I’m finally feeling the weight of this whole thing. Up until now I’ve just been going through the motions, doing my shots. La la la. I feel like maybe I’m not supposed to be so affected by it all because I work in the field and it’s all my colleagues that are telling me what to do and everyone’s so calm about it. My doctor has been asking me if i have any questions, concerns, and I felt like no no, I work here I know what goes on. But this is a big deal! And I think I’m feeling affected now! And I’m a little scared. Hope I did everything right, didn’t give my shots wrong, didn’t eat the wrong things, didn’t push myself too hard, I hope I get eggs and they’re pretty and mature. Perfectionist here not really having much control, whoa it’s tough. Ahh! I have to wait like 13 hours until I know if I did my shot right! Yeah it’s gonna be a rough day.